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The City We Became by N.K. Jemisin

The City We Became

N.K. Jemisin

Anyone else reading a ton but finding it hard to write a reflection? My brain feels like soup. It’s like I can feel things starting to form but I can’t quite grab the words I want to say. I’m probably overthinking it, but no matter! Alas. A reflection!

The City We Became is NK Jemisin’s love letter to New York. And it shines through. Although this book didn’t quite grab me, I still think NK Jemisin’s creativity in speculative fiction is unmatched and she is one of the very best out there right now. I’ve read a lot of her work and nothing is the same and they are all so good. You get lost in her worlds. I did appreciate this story very much because it was just straight up entertaining. I found myself chuckling at NK Jemisin’s sharp commentary on the ills of white supremacy and gentrification. I also loved reading a science fiction, fantasy book about a city. Reading it really felt like being in the city too, it was loud, messy, beautiful, and weird. But there were times I felt like the story got bogged down, as @becksisreading said sometimes it felt like there was too much telling. But then I read @librosconleet and @ellehaunter thoughts and they said the audiobook was absolutely fantastic, making me think that perhaps that is the superior format to engage with this story. I’ll probably give it a listen at some point to compare.

Although this isn’t my favorite NK Jemisin I still think this was a fun ride, especially if you live or have lived in New York. It definitely made me want to visit and discover more about each of the boroughs. In our buddy read we also discussed which city book 2 could be about or if she will continue with New York. With Jemisin who knows? I just know I’ll read it no matter what.

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The city we became by N.K. Jemisin

Legendborn

Legendborn

Tracy Deonn

“From buried lives to beaten ones. From blood stolen to blood hidden. I map this terrain’s sins, the invisible, and the many, and hold them close. Because even if the pain of those sins takes my breath away, the pain feels like belonging. And ignoring it, after all I’ve just witnessed, would be loss.”

It’s not at all surprising to me that this book made its way back to the bestsellers list five weeks after its debut. It is good. Very good. It was a really refreshing YA fantasy in a genre that can sometimes feel a bit repetitive. Tracy Deonn’s twist on the Arthurian legend had my jaw to the floor when it reaches the conclusion. But this book is about so much more than the Knights of the Round Table. It’s also about grieving a parent gone too soon and inter generational trauma. Although I had trouble getting settled, once I let the plot wash over me and stopped worrying about the details of the different lineages I was firmly buckled in and along for the ride. I also felt the love story was a bit fast, but again I’m probably forgetting what it’s like to be 16 so that’s probably my fault (but team Selwyn, IYKYK). Bree is a welcome hero in these times and I’m excited for book two.

Thanks @ibingebooks and @nerdtasticnoms for pushing me to read this gem. I’ll post their reviews and more in my stories.

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tracy deonn's Legendborn book

Bookish Gifts and Exchanges

Bookish Gifts and Exchanges

Some bookish gifts and exchanges thanks to my spouse and bookish cuz. I have so many reflections to post but zero motivation. Not because of anything bad, break has been quite lovely and low stress. I hope you all are having the same experience. See any here you’ve read already? Let me know your thoughts!
(And why yes that is a novel written by Nicky Drayden about my favorite video game, Overwatch)

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The Burning God

The Burning God

“There are never any new stories, just old ones told again and again as the universe moves through its cycle of civilization and crumbles in despair. We are on the brink of chaos again, and there’s nothing we can do to stop it.”

As I sit here trying to write a proper reflection of “The Burning God,” I find myself struggling to find the words, and nothing will stick in my brain. Having already read the first two, I thought I was prepared for the violence and the slaughter, but it turns out I wasn’t. It was an unsettling read and Kuang again gives us an unflinching look at war and what one person will do in the name of justice.

But whose justice? And who has the right to say their justice is even the one that will ultimately strike the balance and create harmony? And if that is what you seek, are you willing to go as far as your enemy, because inevitably they will push you to do so. The lines of what is right are blurred and it’s clear at least to all those around her, that our “hero,” Rin, has a hard time seeing straight. But she will blindly go forward because it is what she feels is right. I read an interview by Kuang where she states that this series is ultimately a “question of what could make a dictator like Mao [Zedong] commit the sort of atrocities that he did. What has to happen to you to turn into someone that could do those things? Some sociopathy yes, but that’s too easy. What experiences and ideologies would have to shape you?” (Publishers Weekly)

Kuang is not interested in neat ideologies wrapped in a bow, she demands the reader acknowledge that war is rife with nuance and ideological purity can be dangerous, no matter which way it swings. Ending this trilogy I have more questions than answers. I didn’t even touch on the colonization themes of this book in my reflection because I don’t want to ruin it and honestly I don’t know how to feel about it. I’m sure I’ll be wrestling those themes for a long time. But just go read this trilogy, you won’t regret it. And if you have read this. Feel free to DM me your thoughts. Lol.

CW: rape, graphic depictions of violence, child abuse, drug addiction

the burning god by R.F. Kuang

Elatsoe Birthday Giveaway

Elatsoe

[CLOSED] Happy Birthday to me GIVEAWAY! It’s my birthday! Those who know me know I LOVE giving away my books. There’s no better feeling than giving a great book to someone you care about. So on my birthday I thought I’d do a giveaway of a book I recently finished and absolutely loved. Shoutout to @erins_library for putting this on my radar!

The world building in this book is fantastic. Imagine a different America where magic is real and is shaped by individual cultures and beliefs. Ellie is Lipan Apache and has the magical skill of raising ghost, something passed down through her family for generations. When her cousin gets in a mysterious car accident and dies she must use her knowledge and skills of her family and friends to find the murderer.

It is both a fantasy and mystery novel and at the center of it all it is about the love of family and friends. This was written by Darcie Little Badger and this is her debut novel. According to her author bio she is an “Earth scientist and a fan of the weird, beautiful, and haunting. She is also an enrolled member of the Lipan Apache Tribe of Texas.” I can’t wait to see what she creates next. This book made me nostalgic in all the right ways. I’m so excited that this generation of young readers and writers have someone like her to look up to.

All you gotta do if you want to enter is write in the comments a book by an Indigenous author you have read OR one you’re excited to read. Personally I can’t wait to read Even as We Breathe by Annette Sanooke Clapsaddle who is a member of the Eastern Band of Cherokee Indians. And of course feel free to share if you know others would be interested in reading this book!

Love you all. This community has inspired me so much!! I’ll close the giveaway Saturday 11:30 AM PST. Open to US and Canada. #bookstagram #ReadIndigenousBooks #ReadIndigenousAuthors #AlwaysReading #ilovebooks

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The Dragon Republic

The Dragon Republic

“Eventually you’ll have to ask yourself precisely what you’re fighting for. And you’ll have to find a reason to live past vengeance……”

Welp, in RF Kuang I trust because the second installment in this series blew me away. The world expands here in a way that makes for a perfect fantasy read. I really appreciated the pacing in this book, sometimes writers fail to let scenes percolate and keep things at a breakneck pace, but not Kuang. When the dust settles on the battlefield she takes her time with her characters and setting, letting us truly get to know them while still surprising us at every turn. That’s not to say there isn’t action, there is a ton here. But it’s not there to entertain us to make us feel giddy, instead we are scared and filled with tension. We feel the exhaustion of the characters as they fight and it is bone deep. This is world building, plot execution, and character driven writing at its very finest.

I won’t go into too much detail but I loved this one. I loved it because it shows us what fantasy writing should do. It holds a mirror up to our own world asking us to reflect on the status quo. It touches on heavy themes and issues surrounding colonialism and religion, trauma and revenge. As the reader we question every characters’ motives. At times it was unsettling, but again there is no sugar coating here. No rose colored glasses to help make the reader more comfortable. I honestly feel like this trilogy will become a masterpiece of our time. Maybe it’s hyperbolic, but I don’t think so. I’ve read enough fantasy that I feel like as of now, this trilogy stands alone because of its unique voice and what it has to say about our past, present, and future.

CW: Rape, additcion, grief, PTSD, graphic detais about battle wounds and deaths. #bookstagram #booklover#fantasybooks #thedragonrepublic #alwaysreading #diversefantasybooks #addictedtoreading #readersofinstagram #ilovereading #bookaholic #readmorefantasy #readbooksbywomen #readwomenauthors #libraryglaredontcare

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