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Generation Dread

Generation Dread

After my house burned down and my whole life turned inside out I was grasping to find something to help me understand my new reality. I have always been afraid of climate change. It’s always there simmering on my mind. Jesse @blackgirlreading suggested I read Generation Dread by Britt Wray. I finally picked it up this summer and the introduction alone made me cry. Finally. A book that validated all my fears. Spoke to my worries. Allowed me to feel all of my grief.I sometimes wonder if we’ll ever come to terms with the crisis we face. I think what makes confronting climate change so hard for people is we’d have to look in the mirror and understand our own culpability in this system. The global north fuels the heat but will not pay as steep a price as the global south, those who contribute the least amount to climate change. I think our white supremacists patriarchal systems make it hard to lean into the guilt and shame we feel every day. Because I am a hypocrite too.

Here I am. Posting on Zucks metaverse. I sometimes eat meat. I use an iPhone. I still use planes to travel and get around. The list goes on. But I would rather lean into my shame. And face it head on a million times over than a lead a life that feels inauthentic. The world is burning. It’s better to try and save all we can imperfectly than do nothing because we can’t do it perfectly. It’s hard to talk about these things. It’s uncomfortable. But the only way through a problem is to talk about it.
Through interviews with climate therapists and activists Wray grounds the reader in understanding that the grief is part of the process and we must learn to live along side it while also continuing to fight. For everyone. Not just ourselves.

I hope if you too don’t know what to do with your feelings of climate grief you pick up this book. I hope you sit in your discomfort. You can pull up a chair next to me. We can cry together and rage against the systems that force us to make impossible choices. But then we have to get up and we have to go out and try to save all that we can. Together.

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Empire of AI

Empire of AI

All I can say is hell ain’t hot enough for our tech overlords. Karen Hao’s book completely opened my eyes to all the ways AI is causing us and our world to suffer.

More importantly that this piece of technology is NOT inevitable as they would have you believe. It’s what they NEED you to believe so you can’t live without and they go on building their data centers and ruining tech workers lives in the global south.

Karen Hao’s thesis through the whole book is clear eyed and she never wavers in her comparison of AI and empire. I know it’s a long one and not for the casual reader but if you want to know more I highly suggest you research about openAI and Kenya. Look up Gebru and Google.

Google and data centers in Chile or Uruguay. The chapter titled “Disaster Capitalism” alone is superb and worthy of its own article.

It’s astounding Altman’s hero is Oppenheimer. But in his pursuit to create the one ring to rule them all he doesn’t care. My only dream is that as the tide turns people continue to understand our collective power.

There is an ethical way to create generative AI models as shown in this book. If only Altman and the rest had a soul.

“Over the years, I’ve found only one metaphor that encapsulates the nature of what these AI power players are: empires. During the long era of European colonialism, empires seized and extracted resources that were not their own and exploited the labor of the people they subjugated to mine, cultivate, and refine those resources for the empires’ enrichment.

They projected racist, dehumanizing ideas of their own superiority and modernity to justify—and even entice the conquered into accepting—the invasion of sovereignty, the theft, and the subjugation. They justified their quest for power by the need to compete with other empires: In an arms race, all bets are off. All this ultimately served to entrench each empire’s power and to drive its expansion and progress. In the simplest terms, empires amassed extraordinary riches across space and time, through imposing a colonial world order, at great expense to everyone else.” -Karen Hao

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Braiding Sweetgrass

Braiding Sweetgrass

It took me years to finally finish this one. I would start it. Then stop. Just knowing I was not in the right head space. In all I’ve read it in bits and spurts over the course of the last seven months.

Nature writing cannot be consumed quickly, at least not for me. I always have to slow down. I absolutely loved this one and I’m so glad I took my time with it. I loved the writing. It almost felt like you were there with her, bending down and REALLY looking at nature. Observing slowly. Not rushing.

I’m afraid we still have not heeded Kimmerers message. In one essay she writes how she was evacuated for one night due to a gas explosion at a nearby factory. Her warning loud and clear. And one I’m sadly too familiar with.

There are no words that can quite encapsulate what it’s like to leave home suddenly, and never return because it’s reduced to ash. My story is not unique and in the coming years and decades it’ll become more common than we all think.

It’s never too late to slow down and listen to the world around us. How can I participate in the Honorable Harvest? How can I express my gratitude to the Earth?

Thank you for this gift Robin Wall Kimmerer. I will return to it always. Favorite essays include: a Mother’s Work, The Three Sisters, The Honorable Harvest, Old Growth Children, The Sacred and the Superfund, Collateral Damage, and Defeating the Windigo.

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They Were Her Property

They Were Her Property

Stephanie E Jones-Rogers

After that one person was elected president in 2016, I remember the pink pussy hats were out and many women across the nation took to the streets to protest his inauguration. Soon after it was revealed that almost half of all white women voted for that man. There was something not right here…

THEY WERE HER PROPERTY by Stephanie E Jones-Rogers will make your blood boil. History books and the media often try to let white women “off the hook” so to speak, think Scarlett O’Hara or the damsel in distress. They couldn’t REALLY know about the horror of slavery, right? That had nothing to do with them, it was all the men, right? In Jones-Rogers’ thoroughly researched book she just about slams the door on that harmful narrative. Written with incredible detail, she goes through wills, estate sales, birth and death records, newspaper archives, diaries, letters, congressional testimony and so much more to prove that white women who enslaved Black men, women and children were more than just complicit, but actively participated in and even found legal loopholes to gain financial independence and security. It was challenging to get through on many levels, I mean obviously its a book about slavery, so reading about the details of it would make anyone want to throw up, but it was also just relentlessly detailed. And I get why Jones-Rogers made that choice. It is really hard to argue against the facts here (although clearly many are trying). In giving us a fuller picture of how white women stood much to gain (and eventually lose because of its abolition) from slavery, its easy to connect the dots to our present moment in history and the dissection of white feminism. The final chapter lays down the hammer and brings this point home way better than I ever could here in a measly instagram post, but intersectional feminism is the only way forward. Thanks @histroywithher for hosting the buddy read. This is a book I will never forget.

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They Were Her Property by Stephanie E Jones-Rogers

All Thirteen The Incredible Cave Rescue of the Thai Boys’ Soccer Team

All Thirteen The Incredible Cave Rescue of the Thai Boys’ Soccer Team

Christina Soontornvant

Middle grade teachers, my students absolutely LOVED this book. Every time we had to stop they begged me to read another chapter. I bought the book and got the audio from libro.fm and it really enriched the experience! In 2018 the whole world had eyes on Thailand as rescuers worked around the clock to save a boys soccer team from a flooded cave. This could be a great book to read aloud during a non fiction unit, and I plan on creating lessons with it next year. My students were surprised it was non-fiction because it was so engaging. Christina Soontornvant really created something special here. We get to know the boys and their coach on a really intimate level that makes the stakes even higher. She also sprinkled in some information about Thailand and their culture. We were on the edge of our seats! You know it’s good when even though you know the ending, you’re still sweating throughout the book. I had some students go home and watch the movie, this morning they came in and said it was so good, but “the book was better.” My heart swelled!

I also found this book inspirational. As someone that recently found a love for nonfiction, why can’t kids have good nonfiction books too? Why can’t we find more books that package tough topics for middle grade readers? Kids LOVE learning about history and science, but much of the nonfiction material available is dry and boring, in my opinion. Picture books are doing a great job of it, especially recently, but what about middle grade readers that are ready for something with more meat? Maybe I’m just looking in the wrong places, but who knows maybe I’ll just have to do it myself. Shoutout to @libraryalissa for this impeccable recommendation.

[ID: The book All Thirteen: The Incredible Cave Rescue of the Thai Boys’ Soccer Team standing on top of a desk. The background is blurry but it looks to be in a classroom with a purple wall and whiteboard in the background.]

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All Thirteen The Incredible Cave Rescue of the Thai Boys’ Soccer Team by Christina Soontornvant

The Warmth Of The Other Suns

The Warmth Of The Other Suns

Isabel Wilkerson

I used to think nonfiction books were boring. Too long! Inaccessible! Not written for me! But now I know it’s because I had a BORING education that was completely whitewashed, sanitized, with no feeling, no stories!

Reading this makes me think how much I missed out on. I think this book is critical reading for anyone trying to gain a better understanding of US history and the Great Migration. I enjoyed how Wilkerson chose to show us this history. We follow the stories of 3 individuals as they all journey north to escape the Jim Crow South. During this period of time 6 million Black people would move from the south to the north and midwest. I am currently reading ALL THAT SHE CARRIED & Tiya Miles describes it in a way that stuck, “out of the jaws of the Jim Crow South and into the teeth of the segregated North.” When I was in school there was a pervasive lie (I use past tense because I am no longer in school, I am sure this lie is alive and well) that the North was safe for African-Americans fleeing the South. THE WARMTH OF OTHER SUNS paints a strikingly different picture. I found Ida Mae’s story in Chicago particularly illuminating. Dr. Foster’s life in Los Angeles also gave me a greater understanding of my own city and its history.

I reflect sometimes on the way I was taught history, all these broad strokes, with missing pieces. I have a big picture, but when I look close there are obvious gaps. What needs to be in those gaps? Stories. Individual stories. It is a reminder of how crucial it is that we hear each other and learn from each other. To ignore the past or purposely distort it, is to move through the present in a fog. If we are to move towards a more just future, we must be clear eyed about how we got here. It is impossible to do that without the truth. Wilkerson brings the stories of the Great Migration to the center, further solidifying its importance in United States history. There’s so much more I can say. But this book is beautiful. I loved it!

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The Warmth Of The Other Suns by Isabel Wilkerson