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Bookish Gifts and Exchanges

Bookish Gifts and Exchanges

Some bookish gifts and exchanges thanks to my spouse and bookish cuz. I have so many reflections to post but zero motivation. Not because of anything bad, break has been quite lovely and low stress. I hope you all are having the same experience. See any here you’ve read already? Let me know your thoughts!
(And why yes that is a novel written by Nicky Drayden about my favorite video game, Overwatch)

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Sister Outsider & All We Can Save

Sister Outsider & All We Can Save

“But women have survived. As poets. And there are no new pains. We have felt them all already. We have hidden that fact in the same place we have hidden our power. They surface in our dreams, and it is our dreams that point the way to freedom. Those dreams are made realizable through our poems that give us the strength and courage to see, to feel, to speak, and to dare.”-Audre Lorde

Having finished Sister, Outsider I started making my way through All We Can Save. I can’t help but make strong connections between these two essential texts. It is not surprising that a quote from Lorde can be found within the pages of All We Can Save. They are both shouts for unity within diversity, and courage in the face of insurmountable odds. While Lorde’s text shows me to embrace all parts of myself and others around me, All We Can Save asks me to channel my anger with the precision necessary to fight for climate justice. I encourage you to pick up All We Can Save immediately, as it is probably one of the best non-fiction books I have ever read. The audiobook is also stunning featuring a powerhouse cast with the likes of Alfre Woodard and America Ferrera. The climate crisis is scary, and although this book is grounded in that reality it gives empowering solutions to help frame the fight while centering the voices that have continuously been silenced by the patriarchy. I can’t help but wonder what Audre Lorde would have added to this collection of poems and essays written by womxn, but perhaps her work is why something like this can exist. The fight for climate justice is inextricably linked to racial justice. The two can not be separated. I leave you with a quote that will stay with me forever as I fight for climate justice.

“But the strength of women lies in recognizing the differences between us as creative, and in standing to those distortions which we inherited without blame, but which are now ours to alter. The anger of women can transform difference through insight into power.”-Audre Lorde

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Sister Outsider & All We Can Save

The Round House

The Round House

Louise Erdrich

This is my first time reading a book by Lousie Erdrich, but certainly not my last. Erdrich’s talent is beyond measure and it is absolutely a gift to be able to interact with her work. Erdrich is an enrolled member of the Turtle Mountain Band of Chippewa Indians, a federally recognized tribe of the Anishinaabe.

The novel is set on a reservation in North Dakota, and narrated from the point of the view of 13 year old Joe, son of an Ojibwe lawyer, as he seeks justice for the brutal rape and attempted murder on his mother, Geraldine. With a unique cast of characters and phenomenal writing, we bear witness to what justice means for Joe and others. Finding justice for Indigenous women within the white colonial system is impossible, and this is a major theme highlighted in the book. Here is a quote from Erdrich: (source: NPR)

“There are several kinds of land on reservations. And all of these pieces of land have different entities who are in charge of enforcing laws on this land. So in this case, Geraldine does not know where her attacker raped her. She didn’t see, she doesn’t know. So in her case, it is very, very difficult to find justice because there’s no clear entity who is in charge of seeking justice for her. So in writing the book, the question was: If a tribal judge, someone who has spent his life in the law, cannot find justice for the woman he loves, where is justice? The book is also about the legacy of generations of injustice, and what comes of that. Because, of course, what comes of that is an individual needs to seek justice in their own way when they can’t find justice through the system. And that brings chaos.”

Although this book is about very heavy topics, Erdrich’s writing shines with the humor. I found myself chuckling w/ Joe and his friends, whether they’re quoting Star Trek or just shenanigans. Thanks to the Indiengous women in @erinanddanisbookclub for telling us that this is central to Native life, finding humor and joy in all aspects of life in spite of oppression. thanks for holding space for me to listen and deepen my appreciation and understanding of this book. Lastly, center Indigenous Women in your activism. Period.

The Round House by Louise Erdrich

The Burning God

The Burning God

“There are never any new stories, just old ones told again and again as the universe moves through its cycle of civilization and crumbles in despair. We are on the brink of chaos again, and there’s nothing we can do to stop it.”

As I sit here trying to write a proper reflection of “The Burning God,” I find myself struggling to find the words, and nothing will stick in my brain. Having already read the first two, I thought I was prepared for the violence and the slaughter, but it turns out I wasn’t. It was an unsettling read and Kuang again gives us an unflinching look at war and what one person will do in the name of justice.

But whose justice? And who has the right to say their justice is even the one that will ultimately strike the balance and create harmony? And if that is what you seek, are you willing to go as far as your enemy, because inevitably they will push you to do so. The lines of what is right are blurred and it’s clear at least to all those around her, that our “hero,” Rin, has a hard time seeing straight. But she will blindly go forward because it is what she feels is right. I read an interview by Kuang where she states that this series is ultimately a “question of what could make a dictator like Mao [Zedong] commit the sort of atrocities that he did. What has to happen to you to turn into someone that could do those things? Some sociopathy yes, but that’s too easy. What experiences and ideologies would have to shape you?” (Publishers Weekly)

Kuang is not interested in neat ideologies wrapped in a bow, she demands the reader acknowledge that war is rife with nuance and ideological purity can be dangerous, no matter which way it swings. Ending this trilogy I have more questions than answers. I didn’t even touch on the colonization themes of this book in my reflection because I don’t want to ruin it and honestly I don’t know how to feel about it. I’m sure I’ll be wrestling those themes for a long time. But just go read this trilogy, you won’t regret it. And if you have read this. Feel free to DM me your thoughts. Lol.

CW: rape, graphic depictions of violence, child abuse, drug addiction

the burning god by R.F. Kuang

Lies My Teacher Told Me

Lies My Teacher Told Me

Y’all. I’m burnt out. Teaching right now is beyond challenging and it’s been for a long time. I hate the insane rhetoric that “we’re reinventing school” when in reality we’re sticking a sh***y band aid on something that was already crumbling to pieces. I don’t feel joy in this job right now. I don’t get to teach the things I’m truly passionate about and I’m scared to push back bc I could be fired. I’m in every kids living room and have already gotten emails about things I have said and done that parents don’t agree with. I don’t feel safe, I don’t feel protected. And most of all I sure as hell don’t feel valued. I’m tired. Just so so tired. I haven’t read this book yet but just got it in the mail today. Already the intro has me seething in agreement. How can I stay in this system that values control over engagement? Lies over truth? I know I’ll be back at it tomorrow bc that’s what teachers always do. We get back up and we survive another day bc we simply love the kids. But when will the people who claim to love the kids love their teachers too?

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Monstress

Monstress

The prompt for todays #DecolonizeDecemberPhotoChallenge is a book with a beautiful cover, and I cheated and picked three. These graphic novels are written by author Marjorie Liu and the beautiful artwork is by Sana Takeda. Set in a matriarchal world inspired by early 20th century Asia, Mia Halfwolf is a teenage girl linked to a godlike monster. I love this graphic novel. It’s filled with complex characters, badass sapphic women, and political intrigue. But oh my, the art, the art, the art. It is staggering in its beauty, truly original. If you enjoy graphic novels, I hope you check this one out.

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