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Interior Chinatown

Interior Chinatown

Charles Yu

“We’re trapped as guest stars in a small ghetto on a very special episode. Minor characters locked into a story that doesn’t quite know what to do with us. After two centuries here, why are we still not Americans? Why do we keep falling out of the picture?”

Interior Chinatown is about “Generic Asian Man” Willis Wu and his quest to make it as a movie star, and become known to audiences worldwide as “Kung Fu Guy.” Told in a narrative style of a screenplay, I found this story playful and inventive. Charles Yu’s perspective on the particular brand of racism Asians face under white supremacy is unlike anything else I have read. Due to the nature of its telling it was sometimes difficult to know where the movie ended and Wu’s life began, and I’m thinking that is probably the point.

Two things I really loved about this novel was the way it positions the needs of the Asian community as we try to disentangle ourselves from white supremacy. As we all fight for freedom and justice for all everyone is going to need different things and THAT IS OKAY. But fighting over the crumbs will get us nowhere. I have heard non-Black POC constantly decry “Well what about us!” and that sorely misses the point. Although this book doesn’t delve too deeply into that, I at least appreciate the nuance it provides when discussing how racism in the United States affects Asians in particular. I learned more than I was expecting too and I still think about it all the time. I also really loved the theme around family and success. To me this is the heartbeat of the story. As Wu assimilates deeper and deeper into Hollywood and finds success, what did he have to give up in order to do so? Is that really “success” then?

I picked up this book because of Jess @readingmountains and I am so glad I did so. I loved this one whole heartedly and I think a lot of you here would too.

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Legendborn

Legendborn

Tracy Deonn

“From buried lives to beaten ones. From blood stolen to blood hidden. I map this terrain’s sins, the invisible, and the many, and hold them close. Because even if the pain of those sins takes my breath away, the pain feels like belonging. And ignoring it, after all I’ve just witnessed, would be loss.”

It’s not at all surprising to me that this book made its way back to the bestsellers list five weeks after its debut. It is good. Very good. It was a really refreshing YA fantasy in a genre that can sometimes feel a bit repetitive. Tracy Deonn’s twist on the Arthurian legend had my jaw to the floor when it reaches the conclusion. But this book is about so much more than the Knights of the Round Table. It’s also about grieving a parent gone too soon and inter generational trauma. Although I had trouble getting settled, once I let the plot wash over me and stopped worrying about the details of the different lineages I was firmly buckled in and along for the ride. I also felt the love story was a bit fast, but again I’m probably forgetting what it’s like to be 16 so that’s probably my fault (but team Selwyn, IYKYK). Bree is a welcome hero in these times and I’m excited for book two.

Thanks @ibingebooks and @nerdtasticnoms for pushing me to read this gem. I’ll post their reviews and more in my stories.

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Jesus Land: A Memoir

Jesus Land: A Memoir

Julia Scheeres

Content Warning: Sexual assault, racism, abuse.

I’ve been sitting on reviewing this book for a while, wondering if I should even post about it. And then I realized that I started this account to document all the books I read because I loved the idea of having a visual tracker. I also feel like it’s important to share my own personal thoughts, even just so I can say it out loud.

This book was a brutal read. Julia Scheeres is no doubt a talent, bringing the settings of her childhood and adolescence to life in visceral ways that make you feel as though you are sitting in a corner bearing witness to it all, making it a really uncomfortable read. Between the brutality and racism her adopted Black brothers had to endure at the hands of their white, evangelical parents or the abuse they suffered through the “Jesus Camp” in the Carribean, it was pretty relentless. But it was the sexual assault she had to live through at hands of several different men that shook me the most.

They say 1 in 4 women has been assaulted, but I know it’s higher. Sexual assault exists on a gradient, and there are so many areas of gray when we talk about sexual assualt and consent. The passages where she describes the assault were so triggering for me because she describes it with surgical precision that made it seem out of body, a common survival tactic amongst survivors. And even as I write this now, I do it with some detachment, like that’s not me, I don’t know that, but I do. Many of us do. And when I was reading this book, I was really unprepared for it.

And I write this not wanting to take away from this book or be like “don’t read it.” She is astoundingly honest in telling the story of her and her brothers, it will never leave your mind. And there is so much love here, of course, because ultimately she is writing this for her brother David. Maybe if I had better content warnings going in the experience would have hit differently. But I brought my own personal lens into this, and it shaped my experience in a way I didn’t expect.

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Anna K

Anna K

Jenny Lee

At the beginning of quarantine, I listened to Maggie Gyllenhaal narrate Anna Karenina by Leo Tolstoy, at 36 hours I figured I had the time. Lots of puzzles were completed, dishes washed, haha. It was a fine read, I was glad to have listened to it and I can understand why so many people love it, but there was far too much about farming and religion for my taste. Still, Tolstoy’s commentary on society is still pertinent today and I enjoyed the story overall.

Enter Anna K. This splendid update drew me in and thrilled me on so many levels. It felt smart and fresh, although so much of the story is a tale as old as time. Usually I’m not a fan of YA romance (nothing against it, but since I became older and a mom I’m just like YOU’RE TOO YOUNG), but I gotta say this one really landed for me. It’s like what the TV show Gossip Girl wished it was. It handles the challenging parts of being a teenager with sensitivity and every character has their own complexity. I also loved the characters had different racial and class backgrounds, making it feel more authentic. I was especially delighted with how she changed up Kitty (she is Kimmie in this book), giving her a thoughtful backstory that added a new layer to a character I was thought was just okay in the original.

I don’t think you have to read Anna Karenina in order to enjoy this, but it definitely added a lot to my own personal experience. Overall the writing in this is sharp and incredibly witty. I gave my copy to my friend and she gobbled it up in a day. I’ll be on the lookout for book 2.

CW: sexual assault, revenge porn, drug abuse, racism, & classism

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2021 Books

2021 Books

Just some books I’m already looking forward too. I would’ve done a top ten but I’m too lazy to create it. Also you better believe I’ll be writing reflections for books I read in 2020. I barely have time to write reflections after reading a whole book, let alone brush my teeth (toddler problems). Happy new year everyone. Many thanks for joining me this year, I hope you stick around. Be safe. And love to you all.

2021 Books

Three Keys

Three Keys

Kelly Yang

Three Keys is the sequel to Front Desk and it will now hold a special place in my heart. Distance learning has been trash, but reading those two books during Closing Circle every day has absolutely been a saving grace.

Three Keys brings us back to Calivista Hotel and its diverse cast of characters. Set in 1994 Southern California, this book hit differently. It largely discusses Prop 187 and its aftermath. Prop 187 sought to prohibit undocumented Americans from using non-emergency healthcare, public education, and other services in the state of California. It passed with 60% of the vote. Courts would later strike it down through appeals because it was deemed unconstitutional, but the damage was done. Hate crimes rose, people died. Mia and company must navigate the effects of this legislation as Lupe, her best friend, is undocumented.

This book took my class and I through so many emotions, when it was over, one kid stated, “That was intense.” It really was, and I have to admire Kelly Yang for writing this because she really has a lot of respect for her young audience, and it is something I really appreciate when trying to find good Middle Grade Lit. Fourth grade is a tough year because they are old enough to explore heavier topics, but there has to be a balance because you don’t want students to feel hopeless. This duology does just that. It was also so beautiful because it forced me to create a mini-unit on immigration and the conversations that came out of that were so meaningful. We talked about the differences between refugees, immigrants, and migrants. We read different picture books reflecting the different experiences. Students who came from immigrant families centered their own experiences and felt comfortable talking about it to the whole class. It was really special, and something I am very grateful for, because if it wasn’t for this book that probably wouldn’t have happened. Representation matters, and Three Keys does a spectacular job of highlighting the nuances of the immigrant experiences in really thoughtful ways. I will be reading these every year now, and I suggest you pick these up too.

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