Reading Wrap Up for May and April
#ReadingWrapUp for May and April. I wanted to start this by saying “I don’t have much to say” except that I do, but the thoughts are incoherent and don’t make sense and this will probably just be one long stream of consciousness because the world is burning and we’re killing the kids but still I read sometimes, and when the weight of it all gets to be too much, I somehow can still find comfort in a good book to make me feel less alone, transport me or give me some version of hope, whatever that even means now and lately my brain feels like one big jumble and the depression keeps trying to creep in so I count the colors in the room and focus on my five senses hoping I can keep the tunneling thoughts at bay and it works sometimes, but most times it doesn’t, (and is therapy working?), but how can it when the world is like :this:, but still I really can’t complain because my life is good and I have an embarrassment of riches so here I stand: Reading. Listening. Trying to find a way to fight, for me, for the kids, for everyone.